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I seek for things , but do not know what am seeking for . i am like something gone wild and not at all or almost not here . sometimes i even feel as tho i am headed some ware but its so far i dont know if i will ever get there . but that is not true for i know this path i take even tho is a hard one , and a long one will end for all do .

I am sure i am not the only one to walk on the roads that i have gone down . Some times things get so bad i think its all i can do but to not lose my mind and just say its ok . other times i know i am so far gone that i dont even mind it any more . I have been told things only to find out for myself that the truth is far from what i was told. They say hold on long enough to a dream and it just might come true. Oh me of little fath , oh me of little things, oh me of little time or lots . not sure even how much time i have left in this road of life . But then who of us does .

What is norm , who is normal , who am i or you to say for that matter . We all seek , and find but do we find what we were seeking in the first place . Did we even know . To this end if norm is what most people are then i want to go far away from it . Fly ... well i will some day . leave this world . well i will some day . I do not know if i am by self or with others . all i know is when the day does come i want others to say there left a man who knew what he wanted and did every thing he could to get there .